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Wednesday 26 December 2012

A lies embeded in me , forever

   It was a windy evening on the streets of Jalan Precint 9 . Everything seemed perfectly fine with the nimbus clouds potrayed cute figures in the skies , a flock of birds ,made their way smoothly gliding through the air , the roads never seemed to have a rest with the passing vehicles and the look on people's face inside the coffee shop by the road side gave a lot of expressions .Everything was fine except for the fact that I was there sitting infront of an old man , who never did seem to get the message that I was not fond of being around him . This white haired old man , with a double chin and a plump body , always drag me to his favourite coffee shop that was just a stone throw away from our house . This old man was my grandfather .
   
   My mother forced me to spend some quality time with him and treat him really nice , because he was an old man and he needs extra attention , extra love and extra care from everyone . This old man was also very sensitive and fragile , so everything I do must be done with extra cautious and extra effort . Being young as I was , putting extra effort in my daily routine was not something I would agree of. I tend to ignore him as a sign if being rebellious . There were uncountable things that I had done to my grandfather , which I am very not proud of . A snobbish , rude and menace adolescence I was back then . All those back stuff I did could make a soldier throw a grenade on me , but my grandfather always replied with a smile on his face and put up with my nuisance .

   There were time when he loves me so much that he would always stay right by my side and always be there when I needed him the most . He was the one who listened all of my childish problems and calm me down whenever I have temper tantrum . But as I grew up , there was like a distance between my grandfather and I . He tried his utmost effort to understand  me , but I keep on making further distance that could reach across the atlantic sea .Once , he bought be a football snickers that I craved since I was in middle school . I keep  using it , until one day , I misplaced it somewhere nearby the school field . It was a very emotional moment of mine back then . I burst out tears , that kept on flowing like a river which follow its pattern down from top of the  hills .At that moment , my grandfather tried his best to calm my emotion at a normal stage . i felt happy but I hide the expression from him , because of my ego towards him was pretty high , as  I always thought that he was a burden in my life . He knew that I was happy , so , I ran away , because I wanted to escape from a very boring conversation between me and my grandfather . He nailed this game of mine , though . Whenever there is a good news , there will be a bad companion , which is the bad news . That night , I overheard my grandparent conversation in their room . My grandmother was very mad as she found out that his old husband spent a lot amount of money to buy something without her knowing or knowledge . I felt terrible for my grandfather , because I knew he used the money for me . Sadly , my grandfather just remained quiet and respect what she said . He left the room and slept outside on the couch , adjacent to the television , just to knocked down his boredom . I love my grandfather since then , but I am shy to express my feelings with a laughter that came out from my sincere heart , just like the old me when I was in the kindergarten . So , I decided to remain the same .

    We were in his favourite coffee shop the next day , and he kept offering me his foods to me and everytime  he made an effort,  I will destroy it purposely . I rolled my eyes and kept my mouth shut and pretending looking at someplace else . He then understood that I was annoyed , so he paid the bills and left me alone in the coffee shop . At first I don't want to follow his flow , but then , I realized it was my responsibility to take care of him with all of my heart . As I stepped out of the shop , there were a gang of suspicious men surrounded my grandfather's car , like they were assisting a Prime Minister from getting a shot . Just when my grandfather was about to open the car , they jumped on me and grabbed my grandfather . I struggled to let lose their hands off my grandfather's . My grandfather in other hand , managed to free himself by swinging his feet to the bad guy's ribs . I pulled off the same technique by using both my feet to other two men's groin . My grandfather and I quickly get into the car and made the escape just like in action movie . His condition afterwords was not really in good shape through my eyes . He could not move , but only to talk with his husky voice . Both of us were quiet in the seat throughout the journey back . We reached home and I could not spoke a thing . He also , acted like nothing had happened .It was like a very little nasty secret between both of us .
     
     That night , grandmother could not stop crying . She was crying her eyes out watching grandfather's pathetic condition looking very exhausted , gasping for oxygen in the air . My parents and other siblings also shed their tears emotionally . Apparently , we all knew that it was the time for grandfather to go to the place that he was meant to stay forever . He summoned my father with his last ounce of energy left inside him . He told my father to take great care of me and never to take thing personally with my teenage develop- behaviour . Love me with all his heart and always be there for me at the time I need someone the most . The moment my grandfather took his last breath , my whole body went numb . After all those things I did to him , he still loved me and never get mad with me even once . Mother called for ambulance and the doctor said that he died in natural cause . I did not think nature that took him away , but it was the bad guy who murdered him without mercy .

     No one in the family knew what I went through . It just kills me inside reminding of what I had done to him for years . I don't have the courage inside me to tell the family the guilt that I felt towards him . All the immature , nasty and immoral things that I did to him and the read cause of his death will always remain as a secret . A secret that lied embeded in me forever .

                     conclusion =- i hope you guys will get the moral value of the story =] assalamualaikum
ththought that

Tuesday 1 May 2012

Assalamualaikum , wow ..it's been for months i haven't updating this blog . well , the readers may be only me , but i hope i will have many readers out there =]
 so this is a story about me and my best friend ._.
there was a boy named ryan , his bestfriend named kim .both of them were friends since standard four . they were best friends since they've reached form 2 in the middle school . how fast the time flies ~ one day , ryan have a few pimples on his face , and he have no self-confidence to face with his best friend , kim . or i can call him 'BFF' for short . so , that morning in school , ryan was walking down the school hall , cautiously to beware of the surrounding and to make sure he can avoid from kim . his plan failed , and he met kim in front of the school hall . kim realised the differences of ryan's appearence . but , that was fine to him , he don't care as long as their friendship still related . so , ryan was a bit relieved , but the moment they talked each other , ryan will never look into kim's eyes , because he thought he can hide him pimples .' well , that was very disturbing !' ryan yelled at himself as soon kim already reached the stairs . ryan almost cried ,because of the pimples issue . so , as usual , that morning ryan entered the class a bit late , because he is the school prefect , so he was having his duty every morning . the teachers didn't mad at him , because they already know the circumstances that ryan have to take every single day .
*in the class*
kim's place was besides him , but ryan still tried to avoid him . He really do hate the pimples . Ryan felt guilty of his behaviour and stances . but , how can u stand with that kind of appearence ? really disturbing ! So , ryan sent a letter to kim , instead of just talk freely with him . Kim was a bit weird regarding to ryan's action . it was slightly different . Kim thought that ryan had changed , kim thought ryan didn't like him . kim thought he did something wrong . so , he just kept quiet and tried to give ryan some time . kim thought perhaps ryan was having a hard time with his family or etcetera .
*during the recess*
ryan was walking down to the canteen as fast as he could , left kim alone in the class with adam . again , ryan felt guilty . but , he don't care . at the canteen , ryan was holding his food on his hand carefully ,and put it on the dine table in the school canteen . from nowhere , kim appeared besides him , ryan was totally shocked , he covered his pimples and tried to ran away . but , he can't , his fingers were full of rice and his plate still not cleared up .kim asked ryan ' why are running away from me ?' , then ryan answered ' am i ? naah , i'm just a bit rush nowadays , since this year i'm a school prefect and i'm sorry kim' . Kim only just could smile and left the place ~ ryan wasn't sure whether his action of trying to avoiding kim was the right thing or wrong .
*as the bell rang*
ryan still avoiding kim and they haven't talked for hours . ryan started to miss his chat with kim , which it was full of laughter and caring . while he was walking , suddenly he heard a very familiar voice . it was kim ! how shocking was that ?! he can't run , if he did , kim must think that ryan was mad with kim . he just stood there and forced himself to wait kim . kim was running towards ryan with a smile on his face . ryan was smiling too , but deep inside ,it was full of pain . ' hey , let's go to the teacher's room and meet teacher suhaila ' he asked energetically . 'um ? naah , nevermind , u just go there with your friends , bubye ' ' ryan replied with a bad face expression . kim startled , speechless , and he left just like that . he went to see his friend , adam . ryan felt guilty , bad AND SAD  ! he can't believe he just did that . he was curious , what kim will feel regarding to their mean conversation ? will he be mad ? that was a huge curiosity .
*ryan's house*
as usual he logged in his facebook account , checked his notifications , messages and he found out nothing could calm him down . he was totally mad of himself . just because of pimples , he dare to leave his BFF alone , he dare to hurt KIM's feeling . ryan is not a good friend ! while he was checking the news feed , he saw something that could cure his curiosity . it was Adam , Adam was onlining that time ! thanks to Allah . so , he quickly chatted with him . he asked many question about Kim . is he mad ? does he feel sad ? did he said anything about ryan ? all the questions answered with a word , 'yes' . Ryan shocked , quickly he asked 'what is it ?'
the chat went like this =-
ryan : did he talked anything about me ?
adam : yes
ryan: what is it ?
adam : kim said that u don't want to be his friend
ryan; huh ? what a nonsense !!
adam : what happened ?
ryan : nothing . bye , assalamualaikum . thanks for the info and I DON'T HATE HIM
the chats between them ended just like that . ryan burst out tears , he regret it . he don't want just because of pimples , their friendship will crack into two parts  , just like a biscuit that fall onto the ground and cracked into pieces . he don't want that to happen ! so , that night , ryan was praying that kim is still his bestfriend .
*the next day at school*
ryan asked kim , ' are u mad with me ?' , kim just replied him with a word ' no'. well , that couldn't satisfy him ! and as expected he was mad at ryan and they didn't talk for four days . ish ish ish . the fourth day , ryan burst out tears again and again . the news spread really fast and kim found out the news . he was worried , and finally they talked each other . and their friendship were still lasts . Alhamdulillah
p/s , based on true story and sorry for the ending . I'M SERIOUSLY OUT OF IDEA and LAZY . ahaha
story by =- Fahd

Thursday 22 December 2011

Are you a procrastinator?

Bismillah.

Assalamualaikum!

After a class or majlis ilmu, we often hear this sentence, "Kita sudahi majlis kita dengan Tasbih Kaffarah dan Surah al-'Asr," or in class it would be something like this, "Okay, baca doa". But, do you know the meaning of the doa? Do you know why we recite the doa? Do you know what it do to us? Continue reading, insyaAllah you will find the answers.

Allow me to write in Bahasa Malaysia (with a splash of English) from here.

First and foremost, let's see the meanings of Tasbih Kaffarah and Surah al-'Asr.



So, now what? Berbalik kepada persoalan-persoalan tadi. Let's unveil the answers one by one.

I will discuss about Tasbih Kaffarah first and followed by Surah al-'Asr.

Daripada Abu Barzah Aslami RA berkata: Rasulullah SAW pernah menyebut pada hujung usia baginda apabila baginda hendak bangun meninggalkan sesuatu majlis: (Tasbih Kaffarah). Maka berkata seorang lelaki, "Wahai Rasulullah, sesungguhnya engkau telah menyebut suatu ucapan yang mana tidak pernah engkau ucapkan sebelum ini". Berkata Rasulullah SAW, "Ia merupakan kaffarah (penebus dosa) terhadap apa yang berlaku dalam majlis".
 1. I do not know how to write in Arabic letters for the Tasbih Kaffarah so please substitute the 'Tasbih Kaffarah' in the bracket with the real one.

Ok, continue....

So the reason we recite this tasbih after majlis ilmu is to repent and ask for forgiveness from Allah SWT terhadap apa yang berlaku dalam majlis. Mungkin sepanjang majlis tu kita ada buat yang tak sepatutnya, atau dengar yang tak sepatutnya (gossip) so tasbih ni jadi penebus dosa.

Next, surah al-'Asr.

This is the surah that has open my eyes widely. Ayat pertama bermaksud, "Demi masa". Allah bersumpah dengan masa, demi masa. That just shows how important time is. Ayat kedua, "Sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian". This is the part that grieves me. First, Allah bersumpah dengan masa tu sendiri. Kemudian, manusia dalam kerugian. Ya, manusia itu dalam kerugian. Hidup dalam kerugian. Bermain dalam kerugian. Makan dalam kerugian. Rugi, rugi, rugi!

But then, comes the third ayat.

"Kecuali yang beriman dan beramal soleh". Yang manusia kerugian ini, sebenarnya ada exception nya. Mereka yang beriman dan beramal soleh. Mereka ini yang tak rugi. Yang untung. Yang hidupnya ada makna, bukan sekadar hidup atas muka bumi and that's it. Hidupnya penuh dengan warna kehidupan.

What this surah teaches us is that we should use time wisely. Really wisely.

Macam mana nak tahu kita guna masa wisely? Test dekat diri sendiri. Lepas baca surah ni, does we use the time to do something good ataupun tak. Contohnya, lepas baca Surah al-'Asr, cikgu pun dah keluar kelas, kita terus berpaling dekat kawan sebelah, borak-borak ataupun buat kerja yang cikgu bagi/baca buku/baca al-Qur'an etc.

Kalau tak buat something beneficial maksdunya tak menghayati lagi Surah al-'Asr. Jadi, hayatilah surah ini.

InsyaAllah you will be more discipline =]

Monday 21 November 2011

intention and hope are not to be...

Bismillahirahmanirahim.
Assalamualaikum and salam 1 Malaysia people.
Everytime the school examintaion ends , we'll receive our marks in a week time aite?.Subsequently, we can hear so much groaning voices from those people who didn't manage to achieve good marks(I've been through this many times).Many would say that "I've prayed for good marks , but I didn't accomplish what I've aimed"...

Now, I'll go through my topic which is about , 'Supplications(doa)'.Perhaps , you've heard the expression of "Doa itu senjata Mukmin" , even Allah clarifies in the Holy Quran , "Pray for me , I would listen to your prayer".And once was also narrated , Rasulullah s.a.w told his friend to stand the hajat prayer as to solve the problem of food hardship because of dry season.Therefore brothers and sisters , all this tell us to make supplication(berdoa). But , when we've prayed , we didn't get what we want right?(basically)

I will open up your mind with some situations that definitely relate to this.Imagine if you really crave for an iPod which cost RM1000.You ask you father for the money by saying.."Ayah , bagi RM1000..nak beli iPod"..Do you think your father will lend u the money? I guess not..but definitely you'll try to persuade him , plead him so much by giving 'muka 10 sen' , and promise to do ur best in your study.Therefore , you probably get the money.

Likewise ,try to take a pot ,add rice(uncook) , add water into it and place the pot on the table and put up your hands and pray "Ya Allah , bagilah beras ini masak , tolonglah,Ya Allah!". Well , when do you think the rice will be cooked?

So , my question here is , does our effort goes together with what we are praying for? Let's think twice.Therefore dear Muslim brothers and sisters , believe in Allah , obey Him, think good to Allah.Let's pray to Allah so that He will always give us the best..Maybe at first we thought what happened to us is a misfortune, but it may happen to prevent us from being beseiged by even more severe misfortune.Wallahu'alam. Assalamualaikum :D
Writen by -Sophia-

Wednesday 16 November 2011

#7 In Time

Assalamualaikum ,

Hye muggles , okay , based on what I ;ve written up there.. If you want to know what's all about ..Okay , I;ll tell you , first there was a man ,Sam.. he's a poor guy and he has a limit of time in this world. In this story , time is life , money , god and everything . So , after Sam's mother died , as her time in this world is already zero ... Sam ran away from his country to get a new life . During the journey , he met a guy , named Jackson , his time in this world is 125 years ... which means , he already live in this world for more than a century . How awesome was that . In this story , only rich people can live that long , while the poor will die younger and faster without mercy . So , Sam met that guy in a bar , he saw Jackson was playing around with a bunch of girls and show off his limit of time in this world to others . ( the time limit is on their hands . each of them have one ). So , Sam quickly told him not to do that , because it may harm Jackson's life .But , Jackson never listen , so Sam gave up and he sat at the corner at the bar and have a glass of alcohol .suddenly ,there were a gang of gangster tried to kidnap Jackson because they demanded Jackson's time since the time that he had is very valuable . Jackson was panicked and tried to run away from the gangster but he failed .Quickly ,Sam grabbed Jakson's hand and brought him to a place for good . Then , they slept there . When Sam woke up , he realized that his time is getting longer which from 28 years left to 153 years .Which is so amazing . He realized that Jackson gave his money and life (time) to Sam as he left a note on the table besides the bed and he found out that Jackson wasn't there with him . that time , Sam was shocked and searched for him everywhere . Apparently Jackson was standing on the bridge and tried to suicide . by seeing that , Sam ran to Jackson as fast a lightning , when he knew that Jackson only have 17 seconds left as Jackson gave all of his time to Sam .When Sam arrived , he saw that Jackson was already dead on the bridge . But Sam didn't realized that there was a CCTV . So , Sam just leave that place quickly , without wasting his 153 years in this world . So , he went to a place called , The Meriweather . It's a place for rich people, where everything were expensive there . But , who cares? Sam has a lots of time .When he arrived there , he bought a car . The car cost 52 years . Sam was a bit worried , whether he want to use the time or not . So , for his own good , he used it . So , he drove the car . While he was driving , he realized that , there was someone followed him at the back . That time , Sam drove the car really fast and the people who live there thought that he wanted to commit suicide . he's not actually . Sam continue his driving and suddenly there was a huge rock at the roadside , he smashed the rock and faint. His time stopped automatically. .When he opened his eyes , he realized that he was in a hospital .When he looked at his hand to watch how many time that he has left , and how shocking to see that he has only 100 years left . He panicked that he already stayed there for a year ! he was like...Oh My God ... So , he ran away from the hospital . While he was running , he saw a beautiful girl in a restaurant . Her time was 158 years . Which is greater than him , so he stood there with her . The girl name is Susan . Susan was shocked with his appearance . So, she called her bodyguard to saved her from Sam . Sam tried to explain but Susan never listen . Then , Sam screamed loudly , and said , 'THERE WAS SOMEONE FOLLOWING ME AND TRIED TO STOLE MY TIME '. So the girl was stunned and asked her bodyguard to leave her alone with Sam as she has the same problem as Sam .So , they discussed their problem together at a bar . They realized that , the man who followed Sam was the same guy that he met at the bar with Jackson . That time , he knew that the man was a time robber ! So , they tried to figure out a trick to get away from the robbers . Susan said , 'the only way if we want to ran away from them is to hide our time somewhere .' . Sam nodded his head and Sam realized something , he remembered what Jackson had told him earlier before he died . Jackson told him , ' one trick that u can use to trick them is .hm..better i give u a confusion .aha.....okay boy , i'll give you a clue , time is gold and gold was actually the price of the time' . Sam was curious of that riddle . So Sam tell the riddle to Susan and Susan as well has no idea about the riddle . So , Susan took a decision to stay for a night at a hotel near the bar . So , they entered to their own room to get some rest .That night , Susan was still thinking about the riddle and she kept saying it on her mouth , ', time is gold and gold was actually the price of the time ...hm...well , that's tricky , Guhhhhh~ I hate this .I wonder what it is ' .For hours , finally she figured out one way . she realized that , from the riddle , it says that , time is 'gold' , and 'gold' was actually the time . From that , Susan realized something , gold is actually the subject of the riddle .She started to get the answer ...and a few minutes later , she found out a way . She is so excited and quickly she went off to her bed .
On the next morning , Susan waited for Sam at the restaurant to tell her the answers for the riddle . Afew hours later , Sam arrived with his dashing looking , icy-red pale lips and new cut stunning short -straight hair . Susan amazed with his changes and every time she waited for him is worthwile . When Sam sat besides her , Susan's heart starts to pound and it seems like she fell in love with Sam . But , she don't want to confess first , because the most important is , she need to give the answers of the riddle to Sam.So , Susan explained everything to Sam , 'what Jackson tried to say is ...we need to change our time to something ..which is from the riddle , he said that 'gold was actually the time' , so from this I find out one way that we could use ..which is we can change our time to gold , and even , our time will still running as usual whenever it changes places , so we can ran away from the time robber faster than ever , and also we can even buy a ferarri with our time if we combined it together ' , said Susan pretty energetic with her smile on her face . Sam was shocked with the answers and he don't want to wasted time , so he quickly ran to the ferarri store to buy a car there , and try to make it with gold by using the time that they had left which is 258 years for total .The gold ferarri cost 257 years ,11 month,29days and 23 hours , which they realized that after the car is done , they only have one hour left . So , they took the risk and gave to the car seller their time , and after the car is ready , they drove the car fastly and they wanted to meet the mayor of the country to report about the time robbery .While Sam was driving the car , Susan looked at the time that they had left ..and apparently they only have 50 minutes left . Susan was panicked and shocked , because the journey to arrive at the mayor's office will take an about 2 hours .. But , they only have MAYBE LESS THAN AN HOUR ! so , Sam attempted to calm Susan down , with one way ....Which is , they robbed a helicopter ...because from that , they'll move faster without any obstruction and obstacle . So , they went to the Meriweather's Airport to rob a helicopter which that time , they only have 45 minutes left . So , they , brought the gold ferarri with them and put it in the helicopter . (this is a fiction story .ahaha) .So , Sam controlled the helicopter while Susan keep their life safe ( the car) . So , they flung to the mayor's office an about 30 minutes . They landed at the mayor's garden and without wasted their time , they quickly drove the car and broke into the mayor's office . The mayor was shocked and called the security . Susan don't know what to do . when she looked at their time which they only have 30 seconds left . the time is ticking , without stopping ...By that time ,Susan started to realize that if one of them fainted at that momment , the time could stop , because they already combined their time together to creat a gold car . So , Susan tell Sam her idea and quickly she punched Sam's face and he fainted . Without wasting her time , which she only had 15 seconds remaining , she tried to explain everything that there were a gang of robbers tried to steal all the rich peoples' time in this country . By hearing that , the mayor quickly stopped all of his security from arrested both Sam and Susan and quickly he took his time capsule and ran to Susan . she only had 3 seconds left , and time is still ticking . The mayor reached Susan's hand and hold her hand , and 2 second left .... Susan started to cry and the mayor pushed the button when there's only one seconds left . Susan felt relieved and she looked at the car , and it listed Susan and Sam have another 50 years to live in this world . A few minutes later , Sam opened his eyes and curious for what had happened ..So , they thanked to the mayor and the mayor arrested all of the Time Robber. In that nick of tme , the mayor inaugurate both of them as a time keeper and police .They were so happy with the reward all the rich citizens in Meriweather were live happily ever after ...
P/S , they get married in the end . AHA , Alhamdulillah
Story by =Fahd

So , from this guys we know that time is very precious which we cannot wasted just like that . so , appreciate every second that we had just like Susan and Sam just did in this story .Even Rasululllah SAW already said to us , don't waste every hour , every minute , every second and every tick that we have in this world with something that's not appropriate because we didn;t realize that we can do a lots of stuff even in a second . Also , Allah don't like someone who loves to waste his/her time . So , think twice guys ...Assalamualaikum .
p/s -time is gold=]

Tuesday 15 November 2011

#6 thirty days challenge

Assalamualaikum ,

so hey we're back . Okay , as you can read up there , 'the 30 days challenge 'thingy ..yeah , well it's actually inspired by my friend , she's a girl . aha , okay . She taught me that , in thirty days , or a month ...we can do a lot of stuff ,Such as fasting , reading books , go jogs , and so on . Well , we're Islam aite ? so , better we fast every month on 13 , 14 and 15 . You can also challenge yourself to finish a storybook or a novel . As for me , I choose to finish the literature book , so that I'll get the benefit for next year's PMR . Okay , a friend of mine , she says that every month she'll save her money , 5 ringgit per day . which a total for 1 month is , RM 150 . Yeah , that's a lot actuallly , and even Allah and Rasulullah already taught us to save our money , especially girls , because money is everything to them and even they can use their lust to go to shopping until they drop ! Aha , well , if we save our money from now ...we'll get a huge amount of money for total which we'll get the advantage, maybe someday we can use it to buy all sort of gadgets , like macbook , or iPad or whatever it is . And if you save your money everyday , you can even have the opportunity to go tu Umrah and Haji especially . So , think twice guys ...During the fasting month , train yourself not to sleep but you replace it with reading Quran . Besides , you'll get a huge advantage in your life and during hereafter ..especially during Ramadhan month. So , I think maybe that's it and thank you for reading and InsyaAllah we'll meet again . One day . Assalamualaikum ..-By Fahd-

5# Fighting challenge

Assalamualaikum ,
well , I just heard from my mother about fighting . Well , actually i know that most of us , especially the boys love to fight . It is because , we're awesome . Aha , lol . Well , the reason why is , a man , is easily to follow with syaitan's agitation .So, We should control ourself , always remember Allah and store in our brain , that once we start the fight scene , it's mean we follow the syaitan's agitation and syaitan will be the middleman of this matter . So , think of it , because we know that syaitans will do anything to make us be his friends . Who wants to be a friend of a devil ? ? So , choose the right choice , whether you want to start the fight scene or ...you will just calm urselves , and pray for him/her to change for good . Actually it is better my dear friends if u choose to calm urselves , because if we calm ourselves , Allah will open our heart and we will easily to smile again and accept what is happening to us . Always remember to sobar or to be patient . Assalamualaikum . -By Fahd -